I wonder what it's like to be breathtakingly beautiful

No one can take your place :)

Assalamualaikum :) Dah lame x menulis ni haa. Rindu pulak.

Nmpak x atas ni? Memang rase mcm ape je kan klau kna ignored. Byk kali lah jugak kne ignored ni. Haihh. Its my fault jugak sbb xpndai nk get in. Myb tu mmg my weakness kot. Kat TGB tu,kt kelas,sumpah senyap. Memang senyap ahh. Sbb xpndai nk get in. My classmate prnah nmpk lepak dgn budak2 stg,mmg dorg tkjut ahh,sbb i am not like that dpan dorg. Mmg totally different. Sbb takut nk wat lawak dgn dorg,takut they dont get my jokes,and mcm 'what the hell?' and 'over sial kau' mcm tu ahh. Sbb klau gurau dgn budak stg pun kasar enn,and dorg dh biase.. Haihh. Why lahh?? Xnak lah dorg anggap mcm hipokrit kann? Tp sbb that's just me. So,result die,mmg kna ignored lah dlm kelas. Well,i am going to try harder next time :)

Lagi satu worst feeling is,being replaced. Memang tu paling menyentuh jiwa dan raga lahh. Hahaha. Dulu,you always say yg kte akan jd kawan kan? Mmg lah kte kawan skrg,cume x rapat. I miss you :( I miss the way you treat me like a child,like a baby. I miss to laugh with you,doing silly things with you. But now,everything changes,right? You only with me when nobody else is not. Bile sume org dah ade,you started to ignored me,mcm kna replaced :( Am i a boring person to you smpai bile dh xde org bru nk tegur? Myb sbb mmg mcm ni. This is me. Kna org yg tgur kte,bru kte tgur org. And it seems like everyone is blaming me for being that way :( And klau duk borak2,mest you mcm condem2. Mmg lah it was just a joke,tp bile dh kna slalu,for me,its not a joke anymore. You said yg you takut nk tgur. But when i tgur you,you mmg xnk pun lyn :( I am having a very hard time. And I need you. You are happy with your life now,I dont want to ruin it. Sorry.

pee/ass : alamak,ter-Emo pulokk :3

Stronger :)

Assalamualaikum :)

So,here I am now at home,facing the laptop while listening "If This Was A Movie" by Taylor Swift dkat blog Aulia Hassan Baby Boo :3 Tp cuti kali ni memang x best. Parents xde kt umah g umrah,k long and bgah kt U ade test and busy belajar,and ade BANYAKKKKKKK homework! Memang tensyen ahh cenggini. Haihh. Bg homework mcm cuti sebulan je. Tp cuti one week je :p Puihhh. 3 folio tu kena buat! Ehemmm.handwritten please. Tau lah tulisan aku lawa,xpayah la smpai sume folio kena handwritten. Aduyaiii.

Oh ya! Sekarang ni aku dh jd student kt MRSM TGB. Dgr mcm gempak enn? Tak pun. Puihh. Harap je skolah cemerlang gemilang terbilang tp skolah lame gilerr. Banyak nyamuk! Loker kayu! O EMM JAYYY. Astargfirullah Irdeena Bt Ismail,bersyukur boleh tak? Budak kt Afrika tu x blaja pun tau? Oke oke kena bersyukur. 


Dah sebulan dduk sane,still xleh terima lg hakikat yg aku bukan lg kat MRSM STG <3 Face it Irdeena! New skool,New rules,New environment,New teachers,New friends,New acik DS,New surau,New boyfriend? Teheee. boyfriend x lah. Setia lah! Kan Encik Akmal? :3 Seminggu duk sane,mmg susah lahh. Yelahh,peraturan baru yg agak lain dr stg kan? Baju kena muslimah. Tdung itam or putih plain kena jahit. Kena pndai bahagi masa. Stress ahh jugak. So,I called my mummy and menanges nanges xnak dduk sane. But my mum tanye,tyme f1 u boleh buat,but why when ur older,ur 16 right now,u xleh buat? Tp lain :( Sumpah lain. Tyme f4 ni rase kehilangan. Kenapa kite perlu berpisah?

Jangan salahkan perpisahan,salah kan pertemuan.

Mungkin dgn perpisahan ini akan menjadikan diriku lebih tabah. Yes, I am a big girl now. I am much more stronger than you think. Byk benda berlaku kat sane. Hidup aku kt sane diwarnai dgn tangisan,kemarahan,gelak tawa dan nakal. Biar lah ape yg sedih tu aku simpan dlm hati ni. Pendam. Yes,dgn pendam lah yg buat aku tabah.

Dear Nabilah,
If only you were there,that problem would never exist. Aku rindu kau sangat2! Aku xde rakan nk gila2 dah. Aku nk tanye spe lg ad cili ke x kat gigi aku? :( InsyaAllah,aku akan jage relationship aku dgn sarah. Please pray for us. Please pray for my success. Doa kan aku lbih tabah ehh? InsyaAllah,aku akan text kau dulu. Kau jge dri elok2 ehh kat sane?Aku jage kan ali kt tgb,kau tlg jagekan farez salleh eh kat sane?haha. Kau sedih,aku pun sedih. Kau senyum,aku akan senyum *cehh,,ayat dramatis* Kalau ade jodoh,kite jumpe lg :) Love you <3

Dear Pqami,

Kau tahu tak aku uerseksa dduk sane xde kau??Aku nk tdo ngan sape mlm2? Haihhh. Aku rindu kau :( Kau jgn lupekan aku ehh? Dah xde sape nk dgr cite bodoh aku. Aku nk sakat sape lg klau bukan kau? Nak menggedik dgn sape dah? Pqami,Pqami. Kau jge dri elokk2 kat sane ehh gedik? Belajar elok2. Nant kite boleh berjaya same2 :D Saaaaaaayang kau!

To olzzz my friends kt stg tu,blaja elok2 ehh? Saaayang korangg! :D Hidup kat TGB x bermakne lg tanpe korang di sisi. Haha. Dah xde dah lengan oren :(

Dah xde dah perangai gila2 and comel korang :(

Tolong tahu yg aku sayang korang sangat2! Jage friendship ni please. Stay strong,oke baby? Me love you soooo much!

And to my friends yg same2 berjuang kt TGB tu,thanks for all the support :') Kite naek kan name serting ehh? Tnjuk kan kt dorang yg kite bukan lah ape yg dorg sangke kan. Kite kan baik (Y) LOL. Jgn malas belajar and jgn lalai. Tolong jge hubungan kite dgn Allah and sesama sendri. Daleela,Sarah,Nanie,Alya,Eikan,Yana,Meera, Farhana,Finie,Nurin,Enni thanks for all the support. I need you guys! Dont ever leave me,eh sayang? I cant imagine my life living there kat TGB without you guys :') Thanks again.

Saaayang korang much much moreee! :D Bye.Salam..