Assalamualaikum :) Dah lame x menulis ni haa. Rindu pulak.
Nmpak x atas ni? Memang rase mcm ape je kan klau kna ignored. Byk kali lah jugak kne ignored ni. Haihh. Its my fault jugak sbb xpndai nk get in. Myb tu mmg my weakness kot. Kat TGB tu,kt kelas,sumpah senyap. Memang senyap ahh. Sbb xpndai nk get in. My classmate prnah nmpk lepak dgn budak2 stg,mmg dorg tkjut ahh,sbb i am not like that dpan dorg. Mmg totally different. Sbb takut nk wat lawak dgn dorg,takut they dont get my jokes,and mcm 'what the hell?' and 'over sial kau' mcm tu ahh. Sbb klau gurau dgn budak stg pun kasar enn,and dorg dh biase.. Haihh. Why lahh?? Xnak lah dorg anggap mcm hipokrit kann? Tp sbb that's just me. So,result die,mmg kna ignored lah dlm kelas. Well,i am going to try harder next time :)
Lagi satu worst feeling is,being replaced. Memang tu paling menyentuh jiwa dan raga lahh. Hahaha. Dulu,you always say yg kte akan jd kawan kan? Mmg lah kte kawan skrg,cume x rapat. I miss you :( I miss the way you treat me like a child,like a baby. I miss to laugh with you,doing silly things with you. But now,everything changes,right? You only with me when nobody else is not. Bile sume org dah ade,you started to ignored me,mcm kna replaced :( Am i a boring person to you smpai bile dh xde org bru nk tegur? Myb sbb mmg mcm ni. This is me. Kna org yg tgur kte,bru kte tgur org. And it seems like everyone is blaming me for being that way :( And klau duk borak2,mest you mcm condem2. Mmg lah it was just a joke,tp bile dh kna slalu,for me,its not a joke anymore. You said yg you takut nk tgur. But when i tgur you,you mmg xnk pun lyn :( I am having a very hard time. And I need you. You are happy with your life now,I dont want to ruin it. Sorry.
pee/ass : alamak,ter-Emo pulokk :3
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