Sweet Rebel

Assalamualaikum :)

Dear Akmal,
Knowing u are the best thing in my life. You really made my day. Remember when we first met? When we're in form 2. Akmal budak baru yg kena transfer dari mrsm balik pulau. Ktorang mmg batak sikit kalau ad budak baru. Everyone was wondering why you've got transferred from mrsm balik pulau. Are you involved with discipline cases? Actually,I don't really care much about you.

As the time passed,I've heard so much about you,you know? Akmal is a playboy, Akmal nakal sangat sampai ad org gelar you budak setan,right? So memang I dah set in mind yg this guy, I really don't want to involved with you.

Until one day Azwan came to me and dye cakap kuger mintak my number. I was,who the hell is kuger? HAHA. Klakar gila nama tu. Then I buat dunno je lah. Pastu hari2 pulak Azwan mintak. So I pun ckp,haiyyaa,who is this kuger mehh? Lepastu Azwan pun tunjuk. My jaws dropped. It was Akmal. I really don't expect a guy boleh terpikat dgn I. I am not a type of girl guys usually falls in love with. Then I said,no. But one day xtahu lah kena mandrem ke ape. I bagi jugak my number.

Time tu cuti and kitorang pun message. Akmal mintak couple and I said no. Why? Sebab dye bru masuk, and I know nothing about him. and then I asked him :

Me : so,I said no. Do you still want to keep trying to get me?

Akmal : Yes,Akmal akan berusaha.

Memang ayat tu I still ingat sampai sekarang.

Three months later, Akmal mintak couple lagi. Dalam 3 bulan tu,I get to know him a bit. Memang x sangka lah yg he actually waits for me. FIRST time a guy buat macam tu dekat I. And guess what? I said yes. Akmal mintak couple dalam phone. He called me. Tapi I letak syarat. Jangan bagitahu orang lain yg kite couple. That is when I lied to my best friend. I lied it on purposed. Sorry. Memang x fikir pape pon. Terus je mcm tu. Pap! In a flash. Sorry again. FIRST time I chose a guy over a best friend. As a best friend I really sucks,right?

I still remember when I had a taekwondo training and your classmates tell me everything about you. I remembered it was Dean and Piqami.They said that they once asked You why you're being such a jerk. Asal perangai you mcm setan? Bila you nk berubah? And then you jawab Irdeena je yg boleh buat you berubah. At that time I was flattered. Don't expect yg you boleh cakap macam tu.

Sepanjang kita couple,memang x dpt I lupekan. Every night kita akan message or call. Kita call sampai berjam-jam,kan? FIRST time I'm on the phone with a guy that long. Senyap punye senyap finally ramai dah tahu pasal kitorang.

Naek form 3,kitorang still couple. Lama kan? Memang x expect. Everyday was great! I slalu usha you. Kadang2 kalau terserempak buat x tahu. Tapi dalam hati memang I suka. Hati memang x tenang. FIRST time a guy made my me heart beats faster and faster. Kalau kita gaduh mesti you yg pujuk kan? Kesian you. I had a really great time with you. And one day you mintak clash. Time tu I memang wordless. Memang time tu I sedih,nanges and macam2 lah. Time tu memang fikir semua lelaki sama je. I thought you're really the one for me. Tapi bila you mintak clash I terima je. Maybe he's not the one for me. Malam tu jugak memang nangis lah. FIRST time nangis sebab lelaki. Tapi hidup mesti diteruskan! I've through life normally. Without thinking of him.One night kita message and you mintak couple blek. I still sayang kan you lagi. So kitorang couple balik. Our relationships can sometimes get complicated,right? And we got through it,together.

Form 3 is a year that one should really focused on study. Because we have PMR that we had to go through. An exam to move forward to form 4. Everyday we kept giving each other encouraging words before and during the PMR. Ingat lagi tak? Time pengetua or cikgu syahir tengah berucap kt depan? You panggil jitat yg sebelah I untuk panggil I. And bila I pandang,you senyum kat I :) You cakap nk naek kan semangat sebelun you ambil exam. FIRST time I met a guy so sweet like him.  And jugak time AB program,ade lah jugak I usha usha you. Teheee. Ade mase tu kan,tengah2 belajar,gune kerusi roda kat psp,pastu you betul2 depan I. Tapi x ade lah dekat pun,jauh. Tapi masa tu kan,memang malu gile lah. Tak tahu kenapa gelabah semacam. Haha. And ade lagi,mase kat dalam kelas. Tengah ajar Fadhilah math ni,lepas tu you datang dengan org lain. Haha. You kena paksa kan? Lepastu gelabah semacam je. Pandang sane pandang sini. Tapi you sekejap je kan? Sekejap pun tapi memang gelabah semacam je. Fadhilah tanye pasal math td pun dah lupe. HAHA. Kesian Fadh.

And then ade MIGTY. Even x sama group,tapi best lah jugak. And and we switched watches! :3 Haha. 

Comel kan kami? 

Lepastu kami ade dating kat Mcdonald. Memang tu first time. Nervous je. Lepas makan Mcd pergi ktm tunggu my kakak. Memang lama gile lah. Sampai pukul 7. But the best part is you teman I kan? Tunggu je lah sampai nampak batang hidung kakak I. Kesian :) Again, FIRST time a guy buat macam tu. Time tunggu tu kan,ade lah dialog kami : 

Me : x boring ke tunggu ni?

You : mane ade boring. Best,sebab ade dengan deena :) *and then you turned to face me. Biar akmal pandang deena lah :3

Me : *memang gelabah gile ahh time tu! HAHA.

Time MIGTY ade lah kena masuk hutan. Memang best! Jauh berjalan,yg leader nye Akmal lah. Akmal dengan bob. Dorang maen sesuka hati je jalan. Lepas tu,ade yg kena serang dengan penyengat. Kesian. Nak tahu sape yg dalang nye? You lah kan? Dengan bob. Hahaha. Nakal betul. Asal kacau sarang dye?

Memang penat lah jungle trekking tu. Keluar je hutan,kita jalan sama2 kan, you?

PMR dah lepas and kita balik rumah. I miss you,tau x, kat rumah? And kita slalu gaduh :( And kalau gaduh,you pujuk jugak. Kadang2 selalu terfikir kita selalu gaduh and you selalu mengalah,x rase I ni susah kan hidup you ke? Tapi you cakap tak. Bila I cakap baik kita jd kawan ke,akmal deserve lg better dr deena ke, mest ni je dialog you :

You : tak sayang Akmal ke?

Me : mestilah sayang

You : habes tu asal cakap mcm tu?

and kita jadi baek. And gaduh lagi. And gaduh lagi. It's more to the jealousy thingy. Memang I kuat jealous kan? You always say the words that really meaningful to me :

Hari2 akmal sayang deena

Deena kan buah hati akmal

Sampai mati akmal sayang kan deena

Nanti kita dapat 8a,Akmal nk kahwin dgn deena tau?

No matter what happen, I will always love you. Pinky promise.

remember this? you posted it on my wall :)

Sincerely,

Irdeena Ismail