Sweet Rebel

Assalamualaikum :)

P/s: kalau nk syok bace entri ni,tekan lah sini sini

KIKS dah habes and agak boring. Sekarang ni semua kt rumah,dah tahu result masing2 sambung ke mrsm mane. Aku dpt masuk ke mrsm TGB. Alhamdulillah sbb parents mmg nk aku msuk sane. But I'm not sure if I'm ready to deal it. Bukan semua org yg dpt sane. Bukan semua org yg aku sayang msuk sane. Org ckp, "Kawan biar seribu,kekasih biar satu" Mungkin betul org ckp mcm tu. Tapi kawan aku kt serting surely x same dgn kawan aku nant kat TGB. Mane nk carik dorang? Mane nk crik kawan,sahabat,teman yg sehebat mcm korang? Kite same2 harungi ujian and dugaan kt serting tu. Kite bergelak tawa same2,nanges same2,makan same2,tdur same2,even kita kena marah dgn cikgu pun same2 :')

Others maybe can survive at TGB with their new friends. But not me. You see,I am not a type of girl who can easily make friends. I kinda shy when meeting new people. Aku kena org yg tgur aku,bukan aku yg tegur org. Bukan aku sombong,cuma aku x pandai nk jadi peramah. Aku susah nk fit in,susah nk start kan conversations. Tapi,kat serting,laen. Dorg dah terima aku seadanya. Susah gak nk rapat2 ngan dorg.apetah lg nant msuk TGB. Dah la,satu batch ad 300+ org.

Aku sayang korang sangat2,aku sayang 291 GENERATION. Sumpah,xde org yg boleh replace korang. Yang x dpt pindah tu,its okey. Dah itu takdir korang, Allah mest bagi yg terbaik ntuk hamba-Nya. If korg stay,means itu lah yg terbaik ntuk korang.

Allah only gives you three answers :

Yes.

Yes,but not now.

I have a better plan for you.

Allah never says NO.

Takdir telah tentukan korang kat sane and takdir dah tentukan kitorang pindah. Kita kena terima. Kita kena berusaha ntuk capai cita2 kita. Jangan putus asa and keep praying. Kalau korg rase kehilangan,doa kat Allah,because He is always there for you when everyone is away from you. Korg belajar elok2 and jgn lupekan aku,okay? Janji jgn nakal2,x tinggal solat,jgn sombong ngan kawan2 lain,and most importantly,jgn lupekan 291 GENERATION where ever you are.

Mungkin ade hikmah kite berpisah. Maybe korg ade jumpe kawan lg better dr ktorg. If ade jumpe,jgn lupekan aku :( and korg jage dye elok2,jgn saketkan ati dye,tp klau dye saketkan hati korang,bgtahu aku ehh? Nant aku cubit dye. Sbb aq sendiri,memang kawan yg teruk. I've messed up. Sorry I might hurt you guys,but deep inside my heart,I am really dissapointed of what i had done to you guys. You guys are too nice to me.

Sorry I might be the worst for you when you're the best for me.

 Aku x boleh nk janji ntuk contact korg selalu.

I'm not perfect,sometimes I've messed up.

Aku takut aku busy and x dpt nk contact korang selalu. Aku takut kalau aku berjanji,aku memungkiri janji tu and korang rase kecewa dgn aku :( Aku xnk korg sedih. But one thing I promise you,is that I would never,ever forget the times we spent together. Awal2 lagi aku nk mintak maaf kalau aku nant ade sombong ngan korang ke. Sbb kawan2 aku sebelum ni aku dah lupe. Maybe ni lah kekurangan aku. Maafkan aku diatas kekurangan aku ini. Sumpah,demi Allah,aku xnk lupekan korang. Tapi,aku mmg mcm ni. Sorry again for my weakness. Tu lah sebab nye aku xde best friend :( Aku mmg anggap dorg bestfriend,but maybe I guess they never thought me as their bestfriends sbb perangai aku.

Sorry. Sorry aku rase x cukup untuk tebus kesalahan aku. Nant korang dah jumpe kawan2 laen and lupekan aku-mungkin tu lah balasan aku sbb buat korg mcm ni. Aku terima sbb ini takdir. Faith. Faith that makes me meet you guys and Faith that makes us separate from each other.

IF I LET YOU GO

Day after day time pass away

And I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows I hide it inside

I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show,to letting you know

I've never felt so much in love before

And once again I'm thinking about 

Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me (oh yeah)

How will I know if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say

Why can't this feeling just fade away?

Theres no one like you (no one like you)

You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)

Its such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm to shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose

But sooner or later I've got to choose

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

saaayang korangg!!muahh kiri,mmuahh kanan :*